Westside Santa Cruz, 1987
Looking out my aluminum-frame upstairs bedroom window, past the soft cliffside of ice-plant, I have a distant view of Mitchell’s Cove — a local surf break. I am in junior high school and wake up most mornings not to an alarm clock but to the sound of seals barking down at the beach. I lunge over to my open window to watch the following winter morning ritual: gorgeous shaggy-haired young men from the high school and UCSC running pat-pat barefoot down the middle of the empty dawn street to the water. They look like slinky black cats in their wetsuits, boards tucked under their arms. Once they’ve passed, and the sun has risen, I slump romantically over to my record player and put the needle on the soundtrack to A Room with a View that my mother has bought me. We have recently seen the movie. I pine, improbably, for a boyfriend who will look like one of those black cats and also listen to Kiri Takanawa sing “O’Mio Babino Caro” and kiss me. With his salty wet head of hair and chapped lips.
The above was filmed at Hendry’s Beach in Santa Barbara, but carries a similar Beachtown Bohemian spirit to the beaches in westside Santa Cruz.
A Micro-Culture
Over thirty years on, I may have molted out of that little person but still haven’t reconciled the strange overlap between California culture and a European-inflected parental influence. I still long to celebrate them in unison. There are moments where this seems possible. When I locate this hybrid sensibility, I cling to it with belonging: at Bad Animal Books in Santa Cruz, at an event at the Henry Miller Memorial Library in Big Sur, at The Santa Barbara Bowl, at Zuni Cafe, or inside San Francisco’s now-shuttered shop Bell’occhio, founded by my friend Claudia Schwartz. What I describe rather clumsily here is a micro-culture I suspect others ache for too: it is Old World in the Western World. Often, it’s about a slower pace of life, of swimming laps in bodies of water rather than pools, of picnics outside with cloth napkins, of the ceremony of getting messy while harvesting food, of live music, reading under a leafy tree, of wearing something inappropriate (like corduroy pants or a dress) on a hike, of candles instead of light dimmers, of friends who dive buck naked into the swimming hole like Julian Sands and Mr. Beebe in A Room with A View. It’s America the Sophisticated, but without the Puritanism and frenzy of late capitalist excess. It’s simpler than that. More bookish than that. More lusty and rugged and knowing. There are many Californias, but this is the one I will always aspire to.
Please message me below if you have similar examples of this California-European mood that I will lovingly compile and publish later.
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Oh, this is lovely! (Room With a View was my favorite book and movie as a California teen...) I hope you don't mind my adding a few... You're so inspiring!
Plucking nasturtiums from the backyard to put in a salad. Whisking up the vinaigrette for said salad right in the worn wooden salad bowl, every night. Foraging porcini and chanterelles. Musseling, and a big family mussel dinner afterwards. Christmas presents wrapped in newsprint. Irish coffees on Christmas morning. A stack of worn dish towels in the kitchen. A cold and windy bonfire at Ocean Beach in SF. Sweaters instead of sweatshirts. Biking instead of driving. Watching the brave souls doing their wetsuit-free laps in Aquatic Park in the bay. A chocolate bar wrapped in foil. (Why are so many about food??)
I'll stop now, but that was a very fun writing prompt! :)
Love love.
Now I want to see that film.